Yes, i am all the above ...The reasons--->
1)I had planned my future course of action according to my joining in october but till date there is no info about either Perot Systems or Infosys.I guess whatever you might plan in your life , you can never be confident enough.
2)I am supposidly preparing for CAT08 since 2 months but most of the preparation has been in planning what i will do , without actually doing anything.I waste whole day sleeping,thinking and wasting time.
3)I motivate myself to study every other day and i am really great motivator but my most promising talents of sleeping and lazyness get over all that motivation.
4)I am still confused as to what i want to do in my life except reading,sleeping,eating,watching movies,playing video games and headbanging.I have asked this question time and again but hav come out with Zilch each time.
I think being Really Great at one thing is far beter than being good at a lot of things.
5)My Mock Scores are going down in a negative difference A.P.
6)The Ghosts of my Past are making frequesnt appearances and i am not unable to Subdue them.
7)Somehow all these problems are creating confusions and problems with people who are close to me.
In short I am pretty much Messed up...
But I will get over it and will find a way i am sure sice-----"Winners don't give up,They Find a Way"
1)I had planned my future course of action according to my joining in october but till date there is no info about either Perot Systems or Infosys.I guess whatever you might plan in your life , you can never be confident enough.
2)I am supposidly preparing for CAT08 since 2 months but most of the preparation has been in planning what i will do , without actually doing anything.I waste whole day sleeping,thinking and wasting time.
3)I motivate myself to study every other day and i am really great motivator but my most promising talents of sleeping and lazyness get over all that motivation.
4)I am still confused as to what i want to do in my life except reading,sleeping,eating,watching movies,playing video games and headbanging.I have asked this question time and again but hav come out with Zilch each time.
I think being Really Great at one thing is far beter than being good at a lot of things.
5)My Mock Scores are going down in a negative difference A.P.
6)The Ghosts of my Past are making frequesnt appearances and i am not unable to Subdue them.
7)Somehow all these problems are creating confusions and problems with people who are close to me.
In short I am pretty much Messed up...
But I will get over it and will find a way i am sure sice-----"Winners don't give up,They Find a Way"
August 1, 2008 at 12:38 PM
well we all know that you yourself have the answers to all your queries. i now get why u wrote this blog.
Possibly to get rid of few new gurls who r after ur life, and when they will see this confused side of manas, may be they mite take him as a weak guy.
nice plans dude, but now i have ripped u off, no gurl is goin to spare u. ab jhelo sabko
August 2, 2008 at 8:01 AM
i m pretty sure u will get over all these blues real soon... just few days of nalysing nn few thinking phases n u will bounce back :) but please either for a day or for a min u r not meant for such gloomy thoughts u r meant only to smile so cheer up :)
August 4, 2008 at 10:20 AM
yeah...i am messed up ditto!
August 12, 2008 at 12:20 AM
manas after reading your blog you have reminded me of my pity state too..vaise bohot dard bhara blog hai..
September 17, 2008 at 8:06 PM
Yea... Am also in the same kinda' situation like U... Came across ur link thro' the infy comm... Nice Bost... Keep Rocking...