Thoughts Unlocked

This is Something i Composed during ...ummm.... my Thinking Phases..
I still have those phases but now ,thankfully, they are all constructive and help me discover myself better .....................


When i leaf through the battered Index of my life,
I come upon an Entry which brings feelings of Missed Chances,
Incorrigble acts of Lousyness,
Atrocious feeling of Over Confidence,
Aimless Wanderings to Prove pointless Egos ......

The Ghosts of my Past have come to Haunt me,
They are Creating a success Story out of it,
I am bowing down to them,
Will i be ever able to Sub-due them....

The Fear of Defeat Motivated me to Try harder,
but is'nt Fear the Worst Diseaes,
Wil it Cripple ,
Mutilate and Exfoliate my Spirit,
...........

P.S: The Ghosts are mostly Annhiliated, but some shadows remain !!!

The Question that cropped into my mind today is --- "Is the journey important or the destination " , "Winning or the effort that one puts in ", " The final Destination or the Path that one treads".

What exactly is life , Is it the constant variation of happiness and sworrw with small and large destinations mingled, is it a path which one has to tread to meet with the inevitable date with "Death " or are we serving some purpose in our life. Whatever it might be we always have goals and aims , aspirations and dreams . Some are able to realize those goals, some are not , but eventually what do we have .

Memories , Vague sights and sounds in our minds, bitter sweet feelings that we associate with our actions and inaction .They say that every end is a new beginning , then whats our destination . A resting place to think over from where we are coming and where we ought to go , or rather to cherish the moments that we have had till that destination.

People think that they will get happiness after doing some big thing or reaching their goals or finding true love , but if thats so then our moments of happiness must be limited. Comprising of the few goals that we were able to achieve.

Is that what life is for.For those few moments or a constant feeling of happiness.

If that latter is true then the point is proven that that Means are more important. But then can anyone be really happy when one keeps failing to reach ones destination . Or is the combination ??

I say , however naive i might be , its the human spirit . The spirit of not giving up , the spirit of looking into the face of adversity and doing what is right, the spirit of exploring ones limits , the capacity of happiness .The will to go on when you are in the most impossible situation in your life . Eventually does it really matter if you were able to get through the problem or the contentment that you put in your best , you had your chance and you gave your best shot . Refusing to give up without a fight .

One of the most inspiring writers "Shri Ramdhari Singh "Dinkar" " said that "The worst thing that can happen to a person is to realize at the end of his life that he did not act in the right way or backed down because he was not courageous enough ".

Celebrate the Human Spirit .......

Cheers............